I am so sorry to hear that things have been so unbelievably hard. The loss of a parent is complex, so big. I am sending you lots of love, and healing energy for your health. xo
My condolences on your dad's passing. I also had a strained relationship with my dad & when he passed in 2020, I wasn't sure how to feel. Grieving didn't feel right but isn't that the expected emotion when a family member or loved one dies? It took me almost 2 years to fully digest all of my thoughts/feelings & actually forgive him for not being the dad I needed. And coming to that realization was a major weight off of my shoulders. As a side note, I have home schooled both of my kids their whole lives & fully understand the lack of "mommy" time. My heart goes out to you during this hard season.
I am so sorry to hear that things have been so unbelievably hard. The loss of a parent is complex, so big. I am sending you lots of love, and healing energy for your health. xo
My condolences on your dad's passing. I also had a strained relationship with my dad & when he passed in 2020, I wasn't sure how to feel. Grieving didn't feel right but isn't that the expected emotion when a family member or loved one dies? It took me almost 2 years to fully digest all of my thoughts/feelings & actually forgive him for not being the dad I needed. And coming to that realization was a major weight off of my shoulders. As a side note, I have home schooled both of my kids their whole lives & fully understand the lack of "mommy" time. My heart goes out to you during this hard season.